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It was dark and it was cold
I had lost and threw myself to the abyss
And as I fell I thought
“No matter how hard I try, I´ll end up blind”
And so, I went away
Not out of will, but force alone
While the thought arose
“May Death embrace me soon”
Yet in that darkness I saw a light
Faint and distant, yet beautiful, innocent
As it came closer, shone stronger
Like a torch it lit something inside me
I could feel it´s warmth and strength
So beautiful, so pure
I wished this feeling lasted for eternity
But it was time to leave
And so I wrote my thanks in a note
In hope that it would make it shine brighter
Even though darkness still surrounds me
And even though I walk alone once more
A faint light now shines within me
I can now see a little of myself
I have been saved


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Close your eyes and look inside
See ahead of thoughts as trees
A lake lies ahead, no?
the sound of streams so near will lead you to it

Close your eyes and feel
Keep moving forward
Trees keep growing taller
But the spring will remain there

Patience, my love
For you shall reach your goal
You´re thirsty, I see
You crave it, I know

What lies in that spring?
Do you not know?
I´m sure you do
Close your eyes, you will see

Fountain of love
Within you springs
Yet you cannot reach it
Thoughts and fears hide it

Don´t turn around
Do not go back
There is no meaning in all
if you can´t reach it

Now you see
It has frozen
Only ice remains
Only memories prevail

You could not help it
You could not see
Had you known…
Could you have known?

Do not despair
For your soul is in winter
Come Spring and you shall see
The lake of love shall fill again

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A fortress you have built
Where no one may enter
To safeguard your soul
And your people the most

A king in his castle
Beloved you are
All who enter shall be safe
None will be hurt

Behind great walls
Your flock is forever safe
And your army whole
Is always ready

“But what is this?
You want out?
I cannot allow it
I will never allow it”

“Why? Stop!
If you go out
No one knows what might happen
The world won´t like it”

“What is this?
You too?

“So it has come to this
My flock has turned
Against me they march
Confinement means death”

Behind great walls
Protected you felt
But that protection cannot be
If your own people are against you

Betrayed by your own kind
To dwell in your own guilt
To suffer in your kingdom
With no one else to know

That is your sin
And this is your payment
Condemned to death
Now burn in silence

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Who are we…?

We all die, eventually
Death is not the end, nor the start
It is a checkpoint
It is a toll

Throughout our lives we live differently
Some seek quietness
Others adventure
While others seek to avoid life itself

From the moment we are born we are to gather experiences, knowledge.
Should we neglect this, the afterlife might seem terrible.
To think you have done nothing for yourself in your life can be frightening.

In order to keep experiencing and living, we should remain healthy.
Respect our bodies, and also our minds. For a mind cannot be without a body, and a body is meaningless without a mind.

However, what is truly our mind?
A mount of thoughts and functions?
A conjoined mix of feelings, ideas and plans?
A network of neurons that create a world within ourselves?
Or is it the reflection of our souls and inner beings?


Click the image to know the artist behind it.

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Moonlit sky

…So life was cold.
An eternal sweet night
With stars afar
No touch of light

Forever afraid
Of warming up to freeze again
such terrible fear
Would dawn be my downfall?

So forever running
To make it an eternal night
To flea from light
Again and again

And suddenly a flash
A sweet scent afar
Afraid yet not so
Of that shiny star

Ever so close
A star enlightened me
Even in my sweet cold night
Warmth gave me still

And step by step
It slowed me down
To never run
From that distant dawn…


PS: Click the image for the artist´s DA profile.

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And this night here I sit
as the candle burns and the light fades
One thought, and one thought only
As my drink slowly turns cold

Here I write what my heart holds
A weight turned burden as my mind flows
The key I have gifted
And hope to receive one day

A moment of stillness, as I behold
What seems to be an angel, no less and no more.
A pure imperfection that is perfect to me
And not even a dark night can hide.

And once more I lay betrayed
Images and thoughts untold, unseen, yet foreseen
As my mind plays the evil part
In this drama I call life

Diving in a sea of uncertainty
Of fears turned into nightmares
Devouring my once restored heart
It burns to ashes yet again

Cant blame no one but you
The earthquake that shook my ground
Who built my fears and shattered my soul
For it is you who I love and no one else

Don’t leave me waiting and teach me
The one thing you have yet to learn
So we can grow together in life
This lesson, this thought: this love.

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And so the voices of the night spoke
And they the silence broke
The sweet sound echoing in the dark
Resounding waves in his mind

The walker of dark alleys
Soothing sound of splashing steps
A shadow in the dark
As he moves in his only path

Under the rain, a deaf scream
Sudden flow of her sweet scarlet drink
And I open my eyes
To realize it`s just a sweet nightmare

Fumes fly free, invading the streets
A forming dragon, whose breath kills us all
A whirlpool of shadows and hate
Of sounds and noises, dead faces everywhere

Smoke calms his lungs, replacing the air
No need but that of flesh, oh, cooling warmth
His smile upon her gaze, her horror face
And the moon turns red once again

And so the voices spoke
And the silence they once more broke
Her sweet screams echoing the night
Engines and fumes deafen her life

Artwork belongs to: http://hideyoshi.deviantart.com/art/Dark-Alley-118243637

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